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Hopelessness covers me
Like a blanket, it wraps around tightly, keeping me warm
The strangeness of it all
Like a breastplate, it wraps around tightly, keeping me strong
And yet this confusion
Has a dizzying effect on my all, my soul, my everything

Heaviness sets upon me
And the interest I take in it seemingly fully lifts
The strangeness of it all
Like a helmet, it wraps around tightly, keeping me smart
And yet this bold sense that
I seem to have about my end, ever present, ever approaching

And through the pores of my skin
Release the stress I have within
So that I might could learn to live again

The unknown o’erwhelms me
And I cannot seem to be without screaming in pain
The strangeness of it all
Like a boot set, it wraps around tightly, keeping me tall
But there’s a bold sense that
I seem to have that I’m about to end, not present, no not anymore

And through the pores of my skin
Release the stress I have within
So that I might could learn to live again
Take the needle or the blade
You’ll spoil the child if you spare the cane
Bleed me out so I might soon live, changed

Aftereffect swallows me
This phlebotomy is killing me

And through the pores of my skin
Stress won’t release from deep within
This will not help me learn to live again
Down, the needle and the blade
Spoil this child by taking your own cane
Bleed you out so I will soon live, changed

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