Doubt and Who to Blame

[refisher]

The black crumbles away
Light has broken through
For the first time in awhile I can breath around You

What had twisted up my heart
Has begun to fade to white
Interestingly enough, because of You I am alright.

But why? I still do not understand
Why You could not always hold my hand.
Why? Why when I cried
It seemed you were not listenin'.

Some shadows still remain
I call them "Doubt" and "Who to Blame."
They reside with me as me You try to change.

So why will they not fade?
"Why?"   Such a complication
I try to push aside the rising frustration.

Oh why? I still do not understand
Why You could not always hold my hand.
Why? Why when I cried
It seemed you were not listenin'.

Please overcome the shadows with the Light.
Please overwhelm the darkness with the white.

Oh why? Please answer me.
Why? Provide me with some clarity.
Why? And when I cry,
Please lend an ear to me.